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The Year of the Horse: 9 Songs, 9 Tarot Cards, One Story

Vol I: Year of the Horse is a 9-song tarot concept album. Here's what I was thinking when I built it.

Nine songs. Nine tarot cards. One woman deciding to rise.

That’s Vol I: Year of the Horse. I didn’t set out to make a concept album. I set out to document a year of my life and noticed, somewhere in the middle, that every song mapped to a card I’d been sitting with. So I leaned into it.

The tarot isn’t magic. It’s a mirror. Each card names something you already know but haven’t said out loud yet. That’s what I wanted this album to do.

Here’s how it breaks down:

TrackSongTarot Card
1Rising PhoenixThe World (Death/Rebirth)
2Stars Align For MeThe Star
3I Choose MeThe Lovers
4Na Mi Sef I GetThe Hermit
5Leave Me BeJustice
6Chop Life FirstTemperance
7Red HorseThe Chariot
8Call Me Big BossThe Emperor
9In My SeasonThe World (Completion)

The World card appears twice. That was on purpose. The album opens with destruction and closes with arrival. Same archetype, completely different feeling.

Rising Phoenix is where it starts. Not “things are about to get good” energy. More like “I have already burned. I am already rising.” The death already happened. That’s the whole point of Track 1.

In My Season is where it ends. By that point, nothing needs to be proven. There’s no hustle in it. Just knowing. That quiet is harder to write than the fire at the beginning.

The middle is where the real work is. The Hermit (Na Mi Sef I Get) is solitude as power, not loneliness. Justice (Leave Me Be) is boundaries, not bitterness. Temperance (Chop Life First) is the part nobody talks about: you can want big things and still enjoy the ordinary day in front of you.

I sequenced the album so the energy builds, breaks, and then settles. The Chariot (Red Horse) hits hardest in the middle. The Emperor (Call Me Big Boss) holds the line. Then In My Season exhales.

Every song on this album is a conversation I had with myself before I was ready to have it publicly. TheMusicAuntie is what happens when I stop having those conversations in private.

If you’ve been sitting with a card, a season, a version of yourself you’re not quite done with yet, this album was built for that.


Start at Track 1. Let it run.